So that man came to visit again. How long will he stay I wonder? How long will I have to endure the pretense in the atmosphere? I do believe he has good intentions right now. But the fact that he still cannot decide on whether he will stay for long or if he’ll just leave for good.
People will misunderstand if he keeps doing this. How should I explain his appearance? How about his absence? What will I tell people when they ask? What will I tell people when they begin to get so curious about things?
Everything is okay. In his eyes, at least. Everything is in its right place, according to him at least. But does he know what his daughter really thinks or does he know how his daughter feels about life? But does he even know his daughter?
Memories are not enough for you to know the person you care about. Memories and reminiscing the past is not enough to cover up for lost time. You may know what that person likes or dislikes; you may know how that person thinks and do stuff, but to what extent? And for what reasons would you want to know them now when it is too late for a longing heart who’s been bleeding for years?
But what right do I have to judge and decide about these things when I am a mere human being?