Just when I thought I could do something on my own with the help of other people, reality strikes and am hit with a baseball bat to step aside and wait for results. Now I feel useless and dumb like I was taken advantage of, again.
When will you learn, Jenna? When will things sink into you that you’re just a nobody whom people will just let you start things up and later on they’ll push you on the passenger seat so they can take the wheel and drive the car?
I just hope things get done even if I just started it. I just hope everything still goes according to what was planned since the start. I don’t want people saying that we have so many ideas but they remain as ideas. I want to end this year with no regrets, no loopholes. I want to end this year with something good that I started. Couldn’t we just let those who are capable of doing things just do their thing? We keep on taking everything for ourselves when we can let others have the opportunity to make something.
This isn’t just for my organization. This is for all the groups, clubs, and organizations who do not trust stuff with their members who are eager and willing to do things for the club.